Saturday, 8 October 2011

tears please let it goes down..

every time i felt angry,sad and some sort of feeling ....i will crying..because crying makes me relief...
i went to bath and crying as much as i can.. 

but ''now'' my tears don't want to goes down.. 
maybe i too tired.. to cry heart seems have turned into a stone.. i'm cool.. no more sense of humanity...

i'm too tired to face it anymore..
to face that everyone i love leave me...

i'm tired to face everyone ..
who always misunderstanding me..
who always insult me...
torture me...
look down on me..

enough!! i'm not too strong to face all this..
i just human being..
from i being a kids until now...people always look down on me..
insult me...

just give me a space..if u hate me.. begging you...
leave me alone..leave me in peace..

just because my physical loo doesn't means you can deny my right..
you can insult me as much as you want...

im too tired.. just i comfort my mind and my heart that..
this is all about the God presumption.. 

need to be patient for a small of time more..

do no why..i'm stressful in college.. seems like everything ..everyone make me angry.. i stuck there.. i always pray time will go i don't need to face them again.. everything i do seems wrong on their side.. never mind..i just want to admit..

 i really2.. REGRET enter ''here''.. if... if i defense on what i want i wont be here.. this is my real feeling.. i cannot denied it anymore.. all this time i convince my heart that this is the best option come here.. maybe there are ''something'' for me here.. this is all about the fate.. maybe GOD have something for me here.. but i don't see any relevance answer right now.. 

seems like im not grateful right? but this is what i feel deep pretending ''happy'' ...pretending ''smile'' ..pretending to be good..actually this is not me.. what do u feel if have to learn something u don't expected to? something not cross in your mind at all..something differ from your interest..   

every second..every minutes i pray the time will run fast so i can get out from here..
i push..and push myself this is the best decision.. something for me in future..
but when i realize this is wrong.. it's too late for me too fix it..

i dont feel people comfortable with me..
i dont feel i have a friends here...
infact i do not know which one is my friend..

God please help me by your guidance...
im just want a little bit confident..
i just one a sincere friend..
i just want someone understand me...
just one..


Sunday, 2 October 2011


 this e-commerce shopping online offers a Muslimah styles of have many in size, color and design.

other than selling the clothes,this e-commerce also selling the scarf for muslimah can select the code you want.
Besides it also have product design for children.

You can take online other buy see first the size suit you.Then filled the form or email the code provide.

the online order valid in 2 days.If no payments done,the online order is terminated.The order only get after the full payment made and will be post to your place.

for more information you can open this link

Friday, 30 September 2011

USB flash drive

USB flash drive is a data storage devices that consists of flash memory with an integrated universal serial bus (USB) interface. 

USB flash drives are typically removable and rewritable, and physically much smaller than a floppy disk.
USB flash drives are often used for the same purposes for which floppy disks or CD-ROMs were used. 
They are smaller, faster, have thousands of times more capacity, and are more durable and reliable .

USB Flash drives use the USB mass storage standard, supported natively by modern operating systems such as LinuxMac OS XWindows, and other Unix-like systems. 
USB drives with USB 2.0 support can store more data and transfer faster than a much larger optical disc drives like CD-RW or DVD-RW drives.

A flash drive consists of a small printed circuit board carrying the circuit elements and a USB connector,for example like key chain.

picture of some USB flash drive
Kingston card reader

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SandDisk cruzer Micro

i just want someone to accept me as the lyrics means..

Thursday, 29 September 2011

love yourself first

 Fall in love with yourself. Think about what makes you You. Just like a flower that needs watering to grow, learn to nurture yourself in every way.

Be Kind And Positive. When you start to think kindly and positively about yourself, the love you have for yourself just grows.

 Acknowledge Your EffortIt is not always about winning or coming up tops in everything that you do.

 Let Go Of WorryLoving yourself requires you to let go of your worry. It is a horrible way to live a life filled with constant worrying. 

Eliminate Self Criticism. If you find that you criticize yourself often, make an effort to stop the self criticism.

 Boost Your Self ConfidenceMake a deliberate attempt to look for opportunities that can help improve your confidence.

Wednesday, 28 September 2011

how to be a good friends..?

to someone good friend seems easy easy but actually difficult.this is based on yourself.there are many opininon in how to be a good friend..

firstly be real.Good friendships don't arise from hoping someone else's popularity or networks will rub off on you.

second is be honest.If you know you were at fault for a missed opportunity, own up. Simply talk about it and hope that your friend will forgive you. then dont lie if no reasons.lying will make friendship become worse.

third is be be a good friends must be loyal and sincerely. If your friend tells you something in confidence, keep that confidence and don't talk about it to anyone else.

fourth is be be a good friend and to stay on the relationship must respect your friend.we must be supportive in friend decison in case of comes into benefit.

then is give your friend sapce for her life.being his or her freinds dosen't mean his or her belongs to must give your friend space to be socializing with other friends.

other than is be a good listener.dont simply monopolizing or interupt your friend talking , they might feel offended.listen dosent mean you must agree all your friends talk.

step to improve yourself .

1. Learn how to do something well.

2. Realise being shy is OK. Half of us are extroverts and half introverts.
There are advantages to both so be proud to be as you are.

3. Beauty does not bring happiness. Happiness and confidence do bring attractiveness.
Learn how to make the most of your good points and enjoy them.

4. Set realistic standards for yourself.
Perfectionism undermines your pleasure in your achievements. Too low standards give
little sense of achievement.

5. Deal with your problems.

6. Do not criticise yourself.

7. Recognise that what you want is as important as what others want.