do no why..i'm stressful in college.. seems like everything ..everyone make me angry.. i stuck there.. i always pray time will go fast..so i don't need to face them again.. everything i do seems wrong on their side.. never mind..i just want to admit..
i really2.. REGRET enter ''here''.. if... if i defense on what i want i wont be here.. this is my real feeling.. i cannot denied it anymore.. all this time i convince my heart that this is the best option come here.. maybe there are ''something'' for me here.. this is all about the fate.. maybe GOD have something for me here.. but i don't see any relevance answer right now..
seems like im not grateful right? but this is what i feel deep inside..im pretending ''happy'' ...pretending ''smile'' ..pretending to be good..actually this is not me.. what do u feel if have to learn something u don't expected to? something not cross in your mind at all..something differ from your interest..
every second..every minutes i pray the time will run fast so i can get out from here..
i push..and push myself this is the best decision.. something for me in future..
but when i realize this is wrong.. it's too late for me too fix it..
i dont feel people comfortable with me..
i dont feel i have a friends here...
infact i do not know which one is my friend..
God please help me by your guidance...
im just want a little bit confident..
i just one a sincere friend..
i just want someone understand me...